The Stories You Cannot Tell

Ashley Madison was something that I had never even heard about until I decided one day to search for affair tips on the internet. I’m six years in to an abusive marriage and wanted a little joy out of life. I signed up, found a few people to my liking and my affair began.

A few months after I started cheating, my husband found out. Although there is a few sites that will even give you cheating tips so you dont get caught, I was convinced I wouldn’t get caught. Maybe I wanted to get caught?

Anyway. The bad news is that I got caught. The good news is that my asshole violent husband left me because I was cheating. I never realized that one way to end our marriage was to cheat but did it ever work! I had tried everything I could to leave but due to things I can’t talk about(like he had some SERIOUS blackmail material that I couldn’t have put in public domain), I couldn’t leave.

I’ve never been a fan of cheaters but I gotta tell you, it was worth it to me!

I cheat on my wife. I love her, and am attracted to her, but I still cheat. Mostly with prostitutes. I think I have a sexual addiction. I feel compulsed to cheat on her. If I see a girl walking down the street, I have to pick her up. Sometimes I circle around to wait for her. Most times I can check myself, but occasionally, I can’t control myself. i’m terrified of getting an STD. I use condoms, and get tested, but I can’t control myself. Lately, I’ve been cheating on her with transexual pros. I don’t take it up the ass, and don’t suck cock but I do them anal, with a condom. Luckily I live in a small town in North Dakota, so there aren’t any girls to tempt me. But I travel alot as a salesmen and it’s hard to control my urges. Maybe getting this out there, will help curb my appetite, I don’t know. I don’t want to do this anymore, but why can’t I stop?

Christ does that ever sound like the lyrics from a rap song, but it’s true. She is pregnant with my kid. I know it. She does not and has told me about how “they” are going to get married now(Guess she forgot about our little tryst!!!)
Good news is that “he” is loaded and comes from some old school family wealth, whereas I am just a lowly white collar worker, barely able to afford the rent I am paying for the shithole I am sitting in right now. I am sure she did me out of charity.

I’ll keep my secret. Her and her family and his family can give this child more than I ever could. As hard as it is to swallow the guilt, in my mind I know it is in the best interests of my unborn child.

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I am married and I had sex at work with one of the production people in her cubicle. We have been playing games for over a year now flirting back and forth, and this last weekend we were the only people in the building and it happened. We strted off joking around with about ten minutes left in our day when I said that I always wanted to have sex with my wife on a desk at work and her responce was ,”what “I” won’t do?” I practicly ripped her pants off as we were kising and she proceded to go down on me for a minute or two and then she was bent over that desk and it only took about 2 minutes and I blew my load all over her keyboard because she said to pull out even though I have had a vasectomy.I just finished cleaning up with her when her cell rang and it was her husband in the parking lot waiting for her. We walked out together (We had to set the passcode together, company policy), she turned, smiled and then I waved to her husband and went home to my wife. I have never even imagined that it would ever really come to this because we always joked that we both had to much to lose to ever take a chance like that but it happened and I have this funny feeling that it will happen again.

I am a college student and this crap is really starting to get to me. I work hard, study hard and drink harder. Somehow I just cannot come to telling anyone that I am bi. My girlfriend, whom I have been dating for several months now is completely in love with me. I took her virginity and she says that she wants me to be the one and only, her lobster, whatever other people call it.

It kills me because she is really sweet to me and always there, however, sex is not really interesting with her anymore, and I cannot come to stop liking her best friend (who happened to introduce us).

She is the type of girl that will cry if anything goes wrong and has serious self esteem issues. I am a very straight up, outspoken, cut-throat, in your face, person.

I feel like she doesnt know me and I dont know if she knows me but I dont want her freaking out because Im bi. Much less, I dont want her to tell my fraternity brothers that I am bi because I dont know how they mihgt take it.

I am confused as crap now, and I am really about out of ideas.

Anyone?