The Stories You Cannot Tell

I am sitting here in front of my pc and it is taking everything in me not to go and cut right now. I am having another bad day. I spoke to the man I am going to be having an affair with today… and I don’t even feel guilty. He is here on a holiday and instead of having fun over mail we decided to turn it up a notch. I am not a random tart, we have known each other for years. But still, it does not make it any better.

I just want to take that blade and feel it run over my skin. Watch all the bad blood leave my body.. then go downstairs to my family and put a smile on my face like I always do. Life is so ironic. “What is the point in dying to live, when all we are doing is living to die”

While with my husband, I met a guy he worked with in a store parking lot. While talking to my husband on the phone while he was at work, this guy would occasionally yell out a cute little comment in the background (He later admitted that he KNEW he’d get my attention with that). One time–I sent him a flirty text just to be cute. He was married, and I really didn’t know anything about him–I didn’t think he’d be interested, but after seeing me–he was. I’m in my 30’s & he’s in his 40’s. We chatted for 2 months, then met at a hotel. I had so many scenarios of how this night would go, but it went perfect. This was supposed to be a one-time thing, but we’ve been together at least 40-50 times over the past 2+ yrs. We’ve mostly met in hotels, but have even had sex at his house in his bed. We’ve taken “drives” to be together too. I am SO into this guy, and he is SO into me. I will do whatever he wants. He loves anal stuff, but his wife doesn’t, so he’s in heaven with me—he loves to lick my ass, stick his tongue up it & loves to fuck it. I love him doing it because he’s SUCH a turn-on to me. He likes when I lick his ass too. He loves the way I give him blowjobs, and the way I let him rub his wet cock all over my face while I look up at him. He loves to go down on me–loves the smell and taste of my pussy. He loves how I “take initiative”, yet am also submissive with him. This guy can stay hard for a LONG LONG time. We go at it for 2 to 3 hours at a time–we are ALL over that bed in every single position we can think of. I am so attracted to this man for his looks and his ways. Not only am I confessing the affair, but I’m confessing how in love I have been with him for 2 years. We are both in love with each other, but both have families..and he moved far away. Didn’t stop him from hooking up with me twice when he came into town a month ago. He called me yesterday–he said he wanted to us to change our lives and do what’s right. By the end of the conversation, he told me he was “weak”, and he was laying on his bed with his pants off stroking his cock–he asked me to have phone sex with him..and I did. He wanted proof that I was touching myself, so I put the vibrator up to the phone so he could hear it before using it on myself. He was so turned on hearing the sounds I was making, and he too has SUCH a hot, sexy voice. Not only did we have “fun”, but he told me he was “making love” to me. We both said “I love you” to each other while we were doing that too…because we do love each other. But..I know we will never be together, and I know it’s time I tried to change my ways….

Four days ago,while in my back yard,I noticed my new neighbor of 3 months,in her yard. She is absolutely gorgeous! Standing 5′ 0″,90lbs.,blue eyes,26yrs old,and the best,little bubble butt I’ve ever seen. I’m 45yrs old,married 18yrs,2 kids,and a not so good sex life. Well many times I’ve masturbated just thinking of her naked,knowing nothing would ever happen.(So I Thought!)…

I’ve never considered cheating,but my wife doesn’t mind me watching pornos,or using internet to get off. Well since my family was out for a few hours,I thought I’d watch her for a while,get hard,jack off,and be done. I’ve seen her many times tanning,and sunbathing,and jacked off to that wonderful sight. As I stood on a crate,to look thru the fence,I about died! She was only wearing a loose top,that clearly showed her perky 34b tits,and a short,Levi skirt. Not making any noise I took my 7.5″inch cock out,and started to stroke. She was on all fours,pulling weeds,when all of a sudden,she turned away,and I could see that perfect ass,and she had no panties on. I thought I’d blow my load right there. My cock was rock hard as she twisted,and turned on the ground,exposing her tits,and ass. Then,it happened! I slipped off the crate in my excitement,and she heard me!

She casually turned around,and said hello,and asked what I was doing. Knowing her boyfriend was gone for 2 days,I figured I’d go for it. I answered: Just watching you look so good working,in that great outfit! She answered back: Well,I wore it just for you! I didn’t know what to think. She then came to the fence,and ask if I was doing anything else,and I said,Yes, I was. I told her I was stroking myself ,admiring her body,and great ass. She said: well bring it over here,because I want to see it,and by the way,I’m really horny,and I need some cock! I was in disbelief,but did what she said. As I entered her yard,her eyes went right to my cock. She said it looked very good,and would I like to have sex with her. I said ABSOLUTELY!! At that moment,she dropped to her knees,and started giving me one of the best blowjobs ever!

After a couple minutes, I was ready to blow my load,when I pulled her up,and said it’s my turn now.She led me into her house,by my hard cock. Once inside,she said I could do whatever I wanted to her,and if I made her come,I could have her ass. I told her I have to eat that pussy,to which she said,her boyfriend didn’t like to do that,and especially didn’t do anal sex. She told me she’s only tried anal one time,and it wasn’t good. I said I’ll make it good! With clothes off, I layed her down,spread those tanned legs,and she was shaved! I went wild!! After about 15 minutes,she was screaming,and grinding her pussy on my face so hard,I could hardly breathe. I then licked her asshole,and she exploded. I was drenched in pussy juice.

As I stood up,she grabbed my fully erect cock,and said that was the best oral sex,she’s ever had,now she begged me to PLEASE put it in her little ass. Slowly I entered her,it was fantastic! She was so tight,and looking at that perfect ass,drove me crazy. In about 10 minutes,she was screaming again,telling me how good it felt,and told me she was going to come again! With that,I exploded!! I loved it even more! I fell onto her,and as she turned over,she licked the last few drops of come off my cock.

Catching my breath,I told her she was unbelievable,and I’ll always remember this day. She gave me a great kiss,and said that there will be more times ahead! She said the sex was wonderful,especially the anal,and she wants that every time we do it. I’m in heaven,I thought! She then told me to not waste my come jacking off to her anymore,because if she’s home,and her boyfriends not there,she wants it in her. I agreed,gave her another kiss,and said I’d be back tomorrow. She answered; I still need to finish that blowjob on you,and my pussy can’t wait either!! I could hardly sleep that night,but the next day,is another story……Positively A TRUE STORY!!!!

Sometimes i feel like i am poisoned. Like i have such hatred and jealously and anger running through me. i have a great life and the best friends anyone could ever ask for. we have all been best friends since 4th Grade. i am now a senior.

Ashley Madison was something that I had never even heard about until I decided one day to search for affair tips on the internet. I’m six years in to an abusive marriage and wanted a little joy out of life. I signed up, found a few people to my liking and my affair began.

A few months after I started cheating, my husband found out. Although there is a few sites that will even give you cheating tips so you dont get caught, I was convinced I wouldn’t get caught. Maybe I wanted to get caught?

Anyway. The bad news is that I got caught. The good news is that my asshole violent husband left me because I was cheating. I never realized that one way to end our marriage was to cheat but did it ever work! I had tried everything I could to leave but due to things I can’t talk about(like he had some SERIOUS blackmail material that I couldn’t have put in public domain), I couldn’t leave.

I’ve never been a fan of cheaters but I gotta tell you, it was worth it to me!